Although the English title of "Mir Selbst So Fremd" is "A Stranger to Myself," the direct translation is "So foreign to myself".
"Mir Selbst So Fremd" / "A Stranger to Myself," is the first gay subject matter short film written, produced, and directed by Jannik Gensler, followed by "SOG," the second gay subject matter short film written, produced, and directed by Gensler. Both are available on YouTube, best found by searching for Jannik Gensler.