Doesn't civilization oppress us in so many ways with its laws, norms, gods, institutions, and histories? What if we could conceive of an existence freed from all of these burdensome ties that bind?
Most likely it would give us our brief moment of release - like a rowdy sailor finally freed from responsibility who dances and gallivants around before quickly expiring from drunken exhaustion.
But maybe not? What if we could imagine a version that is a paradise, a stunning tropical beachside wonderland? We would have a few rainy days, but with healthy bodies and modest skills could craft a save haven to protect ourselves against these earthly irritants. We would have some squabbles, but through experimentation could muster up a balance of ambition and contentedness to sustain a healthy psyche. We could make do learning much from scratch - from basic functioning (symbolized by our bodies) to metaphysics (human mortality, the miracle of life).
In effect, we can dream of a version of existence that is divorced from civilization (and yet) is beautiful, tender, loving, innocent (and yet) is also something that we could sustain beyond an initial flash in the pan. It is a dream, yes - of course there are some practicalities it overlooks (like why we would look so good after years of isolation!) - but one that seems like it should, maybe, possibly, be within reach? At least, we have enough imagination to picture it so!
But there are things we can't escape, and not just mortality but also the totality of humanity and civilization. For we can create our own laws, and our own gods, but even in such controlled seclusion, humanity is never too distant - a curious drum beat away - and this humanity reveals too its savagery and violence even when it does not directly confront and attack us. And civilization, as the white ship on the horizon, is also not so far. We may choose to ignore it, out of instinctive emotion or then even from considered reflection, but it will find us in the end, alive or dead.
And that is the rub. For we are all of, and from, civilization. We have been birthed by it and have grown up in it. As strange and alienating as it may at times seem, it is infinitely more recognizable to us than the real proto-human savage's world, which shocks us with its coarse brutality. Even the very best escape - an imagined loving, idyllic paradise - turns out to be nothing more than a naive adolescent fantasy. Even the animals are more-knowing and not so naive.
How fleeting the dream is! For its visual magnificence and visceral resonance - the stress-free liberty of swimming naked and free in the sea, the innocent joy of pure discovery - these things seemingly so close to the ideal existence - how quickly and randomly it can all disappear, suddenly leaving us existentially adrift, with apparently no further escape other than the final one.
So perhaps we could choose this escapist dream - and perhaps we could even make it work, for a while - perhaps. But how fragile we will have made ourselves. We may give up so easy, even when our earthly salvation is still searching for us, just an inch beyond the horizon. We will forget all of our earthly hopes and dreams, distant remnants of our past which once inspired us so. These great goals may still be achievable in this life! But of course we are tortured by the ambiguity - will it find us alive or dead - redeemable or doomed? This we cannot know.
Maybe we need these naive dreams. For better and worse, the fruits of society and civilization have proved resilient in sustaining our species over millennia. But society does become corrupted and is in need of regeneration. We need imagination, creativity, and sometimes release - but we need these things to bring enlightenment to our shared world - not in devoting ourselves to an escapist dream. At the core of this world is a trust and faith in humanity for all its good and ills. What we will find is that, individually and collectively, our faith in humanity, and its faith in us, may be the dividing line between salvation and tragedy.
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